Tsugunai つぐない

In the room exposed to the western sun,
there always remains your scent.
If I live here alone, I must always remember you.
So, I will leave here, by keeping the scratch on the wall as it is.
After atoning for our love, we must be separated.
Please dont forget about me although I have been such a woman.
You have been too sweet to me.
You have been innocent like a little boy.
We are going to be strangers tomorrow.

I only care about you left behind.
Please smoke in moderation.
Instead of living by being attached to the past,
you must find a lady more attractive than I.

Because atoning for our love becomes a burden for me,
I will try to leave this town and live alone.
Then, I will have to drink alone, and
I will have to dream alone.
We are going to be strangers tomorrow.


窓に西陽が あたる部屋は
Mado ni nishibi ga ataru heya wa
いつも あなたの 匂いがするわ
Itsumo anata no nioi ga suru wa
ひとり 暮らせば 想いだすから
Hitori kuraseba omoidasu kara
壁の傷も 残したまま おいてゆくわ
Kabe no kizu mo nokoshita mama oite yuku wa

愛を つぐなえば 別れに なるけど
Ai o tsugunaeba wakare ni naru kedo
こんな女でも 忘れないでね
Konna onna demo wasurenai dene
やさしすぎたの あなた
Yasashi sugita no anata
子供みたいな あなた
Kodomo mitai na anata
あすは 他人同士に なるけれど
Asu wa tanindoushi ni narukeredo

心残りは あなたのこと
Kokoro nokori wa anata no koto
少し 煙草も ひかえめに して
Sukoshi tabako (tobacco) mo hikaeme ni shite
過去に 縛られ 暮らすことより
Kako ni shibarare kurasu koto yori
私よりも 可愛い人 探すことよ
Watashi yori mo kawaii hito sagasu koto yo

愛を つぐなえば 重荷に なるから
Ai wo tsugunaeba omoni ni naru kara
この町を 離れ 暮らしてみるわ
Kono machi wo hanare kurashite miruwa
お酒 のむのも ひとり
Osake nomu nomo hitori
夢を 見るのも ひとり
Yume wo miru nomo hitori
あすは 他人同士に なるけれど
Asu wa tanindoushi ni narukeredo